The Asian Welder

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When I wake up early in the morning

Lift my head, I’m still yawning
When I’m in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream (float up stream)

Please, don’t wake me, no, don’t shake me
Leave me where I am – I’m only sleeping

Everybody seems to think I’m lazy
I don’t mind, I think they’re crazy
Running everywhere at such a speed
Till they find there’s no need (there’s no need)

Please, don’t spoil my day, I’m miles away
And after all I’m only sleeping

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time

Lying there and staring at the ceiling
Waiting for a sleepy feeling…

Please, don’t spoil my day, I’m miles away
And after all I’m only sleeping

Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time

When I wake up early in the morning
Lift my head, I’m still yawning
When I’m in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream (float up stream)

Please, don’t wake me, no, don’t shake me
Leave me where I am – I’m only sleeping

taken between the shutters of my window…keeping an eye on the world going by my window….

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Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody’s help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I’m not so self assured,
Now I find I’ve changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I’m feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Oh Won’t you please, please help me.

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I’ve never done before.

Help me if you can, I’m feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won’t you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody’s help in any way.
But now these daya are gone, I’m not so self assured,
Now I find I’ve changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I’m feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won’t you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.

“project 365” has now been enmeshed and morphed into another project to be celebrated with my bestest mate whom I call jojo. although this is day forty-two since I began a docuphotage of my 50^th year on this planet, i realized much of my life right now, is centered around “me, myself/I”  something I totally do not want…it is why I chose to do this project, to capture moments outside of myself in this precious human life.  today I continue this journey with my mates project “Comeback 2010”. I will still document “this precious human life” but it will include photos of his progress and commitment!

it began over date night dinner before seeing the great Lily Tomlin perform (at 70 this woman kicks amazing ass!) and realizing that i spend a whole lot of time doing creative things w/o my partner! it came to me….why not do THIS project together!?  jojo has been trying to get fit for quite awhile…over the last 3-4 years he has been hit with a series of difficulties in and of this life…and I do mean series.  i will not post what it entails because every being has gone through major difficulties in life, it is relative, however, i know how difficult the series was/is because I am his mate…his life partner, good and bad, happy and sad, it is ALL a part of this precious human life.

to help him in his endeavors i thought it would hold him more accountable to post to the world (via flickr) his commitment to “Comeback 2010”!  with love and good karma coming your way…..

Day One:  263#/20% body fat

his goal:

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I look at you all see the love there that’s sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don’t know why nobody told you how to unfold your love
I don’t know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you.

I look at the world and I notice it’s turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps
I don’t know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don’t know how you were inverted
No one alerted you.

I look at you all see the love there that’s sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
Look at you all…
Still my guitar gently weeps.

i bought this guitar from a student i hired three maybe four summers ago….i thought i’d be jammin by now! it sits in my shop collecting dust and i do imagine it “weeping gently” …no warm fingers to caress it and bring it to life…another lesson of attachment. if you know someone whom truly plays with passion let them know i have “my guitar gently weeps” for anyone who will bring it life, in this lifetime!

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Well you should see Polythene Pam
She’s so good-looking but she looks like a man
Well you should see her in drag dressed in her polythene bag
Yes you should see Polythene Pam.
Yeah yeah yeah

Get a dose of her in jackboots and kilt
She’s killer-diller when she’s dressed to the hilt
She’s the kind of a girl that makes the “News of the World”
Yes you could say she was attractively built.
Yeah yeah yeah.

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You know if you break my heart I’ll go, but I’ll be back
Again, ’cause I told you once before goodbye, but I came back again.
I love you so oh I’m the one who wants you, yes, I’m the one
Who wants you, oh ho, oh ho, oh
You could find better things to do, than to break my
Heart again, this time I will try to show that I’m not trying to pretend.
I thought that you would realize that if I ran away from you that you would want
Me too, but I’ve got a big surprise, oh ho, oh ho, oh
You could find better things to do, than to break my
Heart again, this time I will try to show that I’m not trying to pretend.
I wanna go but I hate to leave you, you know I hate to leave you , oh ho,
Oh ho, oh
You, if you break my heart I’ll go, but I’ll be back again.

this is Paul Moskau taken back in 1985 at the HiCorbett Field. he graduated from Rincon High in Tucson then went on to play pro ball with the Cinncinati Reds, Pittsburgh Pirates and Chicago Cubs….to finally come back to manage the Tucson Toros from 1985 – 1988.  i remember doing multiple exposures on his captures because we had such a huge wall! however i’m not sure what i was thinking because it was in the afternoon full sun!

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Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way.
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way.

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain.
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today.
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you.
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.

Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I’d something more to say.

this day is dedicated to my little bro…

i had not seen him in years and we both dislike the telephone…so there was only one thing a big sis can do…surprise attack! and he was! his fave band back in the day was Pink Floyd, and i found these lyrics quite fitting for the event and discussion we caught up on. tho “hanging on in quiet desperation” is not limited to the “English way” i’d say it fits a whole lot of folks including the colditz clan!  the goal or mission of this 24hr turnaround trip was to reconnect with a sibling..but what happened was much more. the moment i saw his face and looked into his eyes i knew we were already connected, i just forgot.

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taken downtown LA…

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Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up AND THAT’S AN INVITATION, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up TO MAKE A RESERVATION, roll up for the mystery tour.
The magical mystery tour is waiting to take you away,
Waiting to take you away.

Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up WE’VE GOT EVERYTHING YOU NEED, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up SATISFACTION GUARANTEED, roll up for the mystery tour.
The magical mystery tour is hoping to take you away,
Hoping to take you away.

Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up AND THAT’S AN INVITATION, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up TO MAKE A RESERVATION, roll up for the mystery tour.
The magical mystery tour is coming to take you away,
Coming to take you away.
The magical mystery tour is dying to take you away,
Dying to take you away, take you away

more humor…because i just got home and it’s 10p Tucson time…sitting down to dinner!  uploaded this capture and had to chuckle because the ordinary became extraordinary thru photoshop! like Dharma…we can create in our mind our own world…a life where one does not just sit in traffic and see’s only the traffic of suffering! i chose to see a world of mystery and got on board….

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Why don’t we do it in the road?
No one will be watching us
Why don’t we do it in the road?

hehe… a little humor today! it’s been quite rainy here in the desert which means puddles, or in my warehouse parking lot, lakes!!

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visiting an old sculpture…looking thru “attachment”. no Beatles lyrics today, rainy day, contemplative..listening to :  http://www.last.fm/music/Pnau/Sambanova